爱一个人是这样的吗 ?

爱一个人是这样的吗 ?
ai yi ge ren shi je yang de ma ?

爱一个人须要骗他吗?
ai yi ge ren shu yao pian ta ma ?

为什么要这样对我?
wei shen me yao zhe yang dui wo ?

难道你不知道我真的很爱你吗?
nan dao ni bu zhi dao wo zhen de hen ai ni ma ?

你知道我的心有多痛吗 ?
ni zhi dao wo de xin you duo tong ma ?

你完全不知道我在想什么. . .
ni wan chuan bu zhi dao wo zhai xiang shen me. . .

在这一个世界上, 真的会有真爱的吗 ?
zai zhe yi ge shi jie shang, zhen de hui you zhen ai de ma ?

我真的很伤心. . . . .
wo zhen de hen shang xin. . . . .

我真的真的很伤心. . . . .
wo zhen de zhen de hen shang xin. . . . .

有谁可以告诉我能做些什么呢 ?
you shei ke yi gao shu wo neng zhuo xie shen me ne ?

可以还回我的心给我吗 ????????
ke yi huan hui wo de xin gei wo ma ????????

Thx www.nciku.com for this translation..:)

I cry

Every night
I find it so hard to sleep
Cause I keep thinking of you
And these feelings from deep Oh baby
I try to hide all these feelings for you
I keep them all out of sight
I don't know what else to do So I cry

But nobody hears me I cry
It's my only solution I cry
To all this confusion I cry
With all of my heart I cry

Sometimes I wonder in the blink of a night
Would you be waiting to love me
Would you give it a try
I don't know how it's to show you
That I'm not good be real
I'll be eternally faithful
Forever I feel So I cry

But nobody hears me I cry
It's my only solution I cry
To all this confusion I cry
With all of my heart I cry

No one can tell me that
I may be wrong
Cause I know in my heart
This feeling still running strong

Can't get you out of my head
Can't get you out of my heart
Can't get you out of my life
No matter it fell apart So I cry

But nobody hears me I cry
It's my only solution I cry
To all this confusion I cry
With all of my heart I cry

But nobody hears me I cry
It's my only solution I cry
To all this confusion I cry
With all of my heart I cry

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2zw-IPM-nFs&feature=related

This song is so meaningful.. I love it so much.. T.T Crying..

Here i Am

My Dear Lord. I'm here for you. Please take me to your world..

Dear Lord.. I'm suffering in Love Relationship.. I having a big trouble in my Love Relationship.. Why the person that I love hurt me so much ? I just want to be with the person that really love me and I love.. isn't that hard bah ? Everytime when I saw some couple's past by me, I also hope that my love one is with me.. I ain't that bad gua ?? But lucky I have a branch of lovely brother and sister in church, and my GG gang.. Oh My God.. I belived that you put all of them in my life, will have your reason.. Or maybe this is not the suitable time for me to couple yet. hmm... hehe.. As long as God is with me, then everything ok lar.. haha... No girl friend boy friend only mar.. cheh.. I still have God and other brother and sister and friend mar.. hehe Amen ??

The Second Part Of Crazy Night..

26 April 2009 >>> Today morning I follow my friend to visit his church ( City Harvest Church) Around 2pm, I go back CYC cause having Leaders Training class.. So after Leaders Training, We have Zone meeting.. After zone meeting, San send Leon back home as usual.. After send Leon, then send Suet back.. So at first I though will send Tian back then San and I can go back home de.. Suddenly heard Tian and San said want go Genting.. Then I also follow them lor..hehe.. Before we start our journey to Genting, We went to to get some food.. Cause Tian and I also quite hungry.. haha.. We bought some snack and 3cup of maggi to eat in San's car.. We started to move at 8.35pm.. The most unlucky thing is we lost our way.. But thx God.. San drive till certain place that I past by before.. So from the place, we move to Genting again.. Hehe.. We arrived Genting at almost 10pm lar.. After we arrived Genting, The FIRST place we go is TOILET.. haha.. Cause three of us also...... Then we move to First World Hotel Indoor for some games.. We spend about 20buck for games.. And we won 435ticket.. So we go change three small cute cute cup for three of us and one Genting phone book key chain for Tian.. The weather quite cold de lor.. Kesian San.. haha.. So around 11pm, we move back to KL lur..^^ For others.. Maybe will say three of us really crazy.. Cause three of us always do crazy stuff.. But... As long as we enjoy mar.. haha... Although really tired and dangerous.. But.. We really enjoy till over the MAX.. muahahahah.... Thx San for driving Tian and I to Genting again... haha.. Pity San so much....xD

* Will Upload the Picture Soon !! ^^

Tian ,San & Lu

Miss my old time

I really miss my study time so much.. Everyday go school, tuition, every time after school can go hang out with friends, go play bowling, badminton ,volleyball, etc etc etc... So nice ler... This day start to get back some old buddys again.. haha.. That day i meet Kannen in the bus when I was on my way to Subang.. And another day, I saw Rubesh (We always ejek him as Rubbish) in Mid Valley when I was shopping alone there.. I really miss the time when hang out with all of them.. Still remember last time Hari Raya, Chun bring me to his friends house to get Green Pau.. haha.. Just two chinese with one branch of malay guys.. Damm cool.. My hair always kena pull when go tuition time.. SadNya.. Always bully by friends.. But all of them really very nice lor.. This kind of friend really FRIEND lar.. haha.. When we sad, they''ll come and comfort us.. When we was helpless, they'll come and help us.. I really miss all of them so much.. Find one day, we all go play badminton again yah.. hehe.. I'll never forget about you guys lar.. You guys really very nice.. hehe... Miss all of you so much.. Hope we can meet again as soon as possible.. haha..

I don't trust you!!

Now I know.. When the time that I don't trust you, is correct de.. You just make me disappointed all the time.. You say you still love me? BULLSHIT!! You are just wasting my time and my love. Memories ? SWEAT!!! What kind of memories you gave me ? Empty promise? Being cheat by you? Keep on say "YOU WANT GO DIE" ? All this is your memories ? I WOULD RATHER DON'T WANT IT!!!!!!!! Earth Hour that night is on Saturday. You told me you can't go church because of you need to celebrate with your mommy and uncle ? BULLSHIT!!! YOU ARE LYING TO ME!! You want me to live in this kind of life ? What kind of Love are you using to LOVE ME ??? NAH.. Its ok.. Take it all back.. I'll never let YOU make me fall another time.. I play your EMOTION???? I think YOU the one play mine bah..SWT=.=" Just go ahead with YOUR BROTHER.. And the people that worth YOUR love. This is the WORST relationship i ever have!! I'm regret for knowing you!!! PLEASE GO YOUR OWN BRIGHT FUTURE.. I REALLY DONT NEED AND DONT WANT IT!! THANK YOU!! WITHOUT YOU, I CAN BE MUCH MORE HAPPIER.. I ENJOY AND LOVE MY CURRENT LIFE. SO PLEASE DO NOT DISTURB ME ANYMORE..
*Please do not disturb me anymore!!
*Never call me or text me anymore!!

*I MEAN IT TO SOMEONE !!

EMO ~~~!!!!

Just suddenly feel so emo. Why am I feel so bad tonight ? Anything wrong ? Want to sleep early. Cause tomorrow i need to wake up early for something.. But I just can't. Oh my Dear Lord.. I'm so sad ,emo and lost now. T.T Usually people said.. The person you love doesn't mean they love you, The person love you doesn't mean you love them, The person that be with you, doesn't mean you love them or they love you. So ??? Err... Who is the person that you really love and the person that really love you le ???? Want to know the answer ? Pray hard and ask God la.. Who belived in first sign love ? Actually, I belived. I mean before This lar. But now.. HAIZZ !! Don't know what to say already.. Really very emo le.. Emo till so speechless.. Hmm.. That's all lar.. xD

Heart6

CK grandpa birthday.



This is all Heart6 members.. I LOVE ALL OF U SO MUCH !



Edward, Sylvia, Florance, PooiKee, Ah Loong, CK, Alden, MunSuet, PuiSan & Ewon

I really miss the time that when i'm with you guys..

Last Drop of My Tear ?

I did something which is I very regret. After i went to FGA CYC (FULL GOSPEL ASSEMBLY CHINESE YOUTH CHURCH), I have one branch of bro and sis that Really treat me very nice. And also my dearest Leaders.. Everytime when i was sad,lonely and lost, They always be beside me to support me and chill me up. Belive me, This kind of love you'll never get at outside. Because the love that they gave us is Jesus love. We wont back-stab each other. But we will always support and take care each other. They teaches us to love and appreciate people's around us and also train us to become a usefull leader. They don't collect a single cent from us. I'm seriously love everyone in CYC. But i think i hurt someone there. The person that love me so much. I do told her i don want to go back CYC anymore. I'm seriously very SORRY! I feel my DAYS like YEARS. I miss all of them there. I have no idea to tell out how much i miss and love CYC. And u WONT KNOW how much i love CYC. Cause you not me and maybe you are not in CYC.

A CraZy NiGht With My Bro and Sis

I'll always remember of 19April2009.. Leon, PuiSan, Tian & I went to SS2 for dinner. So after the dinner was like 10.30PM. Tian said she wanted to see Night View. So we called Ah Phua to direct us to the destination. Very funny as PuiSan said... Four of us also don't know how to go. We spend about half an hour to arrived Putrajaya from KL.

Finally We Arrived !





What are they doing ???






Lu and Tian









Emo!!










What Is This ?!?!?!








AHHH!! CrazY!!












PuncH HEr!! OuPss..









Oh no..Don'T..








MonKey GeNeraTion!!

















Tadah..^^






Lu, Tian & San







Tonight really a CraZy NigHt! I really enjoy my time with all my brother and sisters.. I love you All forever.. Never forget about the moment that we had spend together. We must always treasure and appreciate each other.. Thx Tian, PuiSan & Leon..
You all are the best ! hehe .. When we PuiSan, Tian and I high finish, Suddenly Leon say "Let go Genting".. haha.. But we all already high finish only Leon Start high.. haha.. So kesian.. But still we go back home lor.. Cause Tomorrow we all still have our own thing to busy.. hehe.. Leon.. Next time lar.. ok ? haha..

* For more Picture, Please go PuiSan,Tian or my facebook to see.. hehe..

My BFF

This is Yen Sin.. i know her since we standard one.. she study very smart.. one of the prrety girl in my school.. hehehe...

This is Sze Wei.. We call her susu aka din poh.. WARNING ! Don dare her.. cause she dare do to everything... she's hot, crazy, pretty, chubby and nice.. without she we won have laughter.. she loves to take picture so much.. therefore we call her SS Quean.

This is rebecca.. we call her pisang or mun mun.. she is a soh poh.. love to cari gaduh with me... don ever play badminton with her... cause she will smash until u cant recognize urself... very friendly girl.. ^^

His name jason.. but we always call him 'Chicken or Tori'.. He same as Susu... Once he mix up with susu, they can make the world up side down... both of them always make us laugh till sakit perut.. muahahahha..

His name nigel.. but we call him nugget and i call him as NaiGell~ he work part time as 'Perkhidmatan Awam and also Along' wen all the girls go shopping with him, he always willing to help us to carry our stuff... and wen we shopping untill bankrupt, he always be beside us corrow money to us.. haha... he is a very very nice ,friendly and gentle guy...xD

Sad Time

This few days i feel very sad.. So many things happen on me at the same time.. Satan keep on come to disturb my life and hurt everyone around me.. But i always remember what puikee told me at the night that puikee and i wen out yum char de story.. Jesus is very sad up there looking at us get disturb by satan.. haiz.. So we must be more stronger.. Don't always get cheat by satan... Must kick satan out of our life.. Must fight with the satan.. Satan always is the loser... Cause jesus is everything in this world... I love JESUS !

Me

Name: Sylvia Lee Hwee Lu
Age: 18Year Old
Interest: God, Sports, Shopping, Meet up with new friends
Hates: People always last minute and can't do what they promise to me
Loves: God, FGA CYC Church members, T.O.R.P.S, and someone i love
Hope: He be with me always. Never leave me no matter what
Wish: Have a perfect family with him
*You know what i think de.. Just you don't want to say it out only!

What should i say and what should i do ?

Everytime there is some problem come againts us.. the problem coming non stop.. i really don't know i can stand until when.. why human have to go through so many problem every time ? can i just have a normal life with someone that i love to be beside me ? today is Valentine day.. so what for me ? do i have someone really can celebrate with me ? i don't need any special celebration.. but i just only wish the person that i love can be with me.. is that very hard to do that ? even though just eating bread beside the road , i already feel very happy.. do what , eat what is not important.. as long as just be with the person that i love is already more then enough... i don't know where are u and what are u doing.. just a very simple caring question i also don't dare to ask and don't dare to text u.. i don't know what will happen if i really text to u again.. for me is caring but for u.. maybe u will think that i'm controling ur own life.. i don't know how to become a good girl friend.. cause i'm not a good girl friend.. i'm doing so hard to control my tear to drop out again.. my tear is dripping out every second when i think about you.. i'm controling myself not to think about u so much not to miss you so much.. but i just can't do that.. cause i'm still love you so much.. don't you know that ? i do so many thing for u is because i love you and i just care so much for you.. i care so much for u until i forget to care for myself and i don't know who am i anymore.. i'm really just a very normal girl.. just to want a very very normal life.. i don't need a rich boy friend or a rich husband in the future.. what i want is just only a guy that care for me and love me so much.. this is what i want always... maybe for other you might not understand my feeling.. i'm not a play girl.. i very serious in my own relationship.. can't u just understand me a lil bit ? i really seriously and extremly sad... again my heart has broken by myself again... i don't blame on people.. but myself.. cause this is what i have choose in the beginning although i know this road is so hard for me to go.. or maybe at first i already make wrong choice.. the day that i'm with you is really so happy.. the happy for me is really can't describe it out.. and i don't know how to describe doh.. i'm really treasure every movement when i'm with you.. and i appreciate it too... but for now.. i think what i say and what i do is also not important at all already... thing is already past... past is past... i'm trying not to look back... please.. is someone there to guide me out of this sadness place ? i'm lost in de middle of this sadness..

miiiii

This is me again. Sylvia. hehe.. This few days have alot thing happen on me. I was blur until i read someone blog. only i know actually i'm really a very dumb girl. i trust and love someone that keep on lie to me. i want to be happy always. i wan to be back the Sylvia that always laugh until 'cirit berek'..lol.. i miss all my secondary school friends.. they are the best.. i'll never forget susu, skirt, sotong, pisang, tori,nuggert, gabbriel, jerrick and so on lar.. they are my best of the best friends.. i miss all of them so much.. hehe.. and thx for helping me celebrate my birthday at the bangsar mamak.. even through is not what big supprise, but anyway.. thx also.. miss da time when hang out with those BUGZZ GANG.. haha.. taking 3310nokia phone acting taking picture at klcc, those showing butt lame picture etc etc.. i'll never forget those memories.. hehe..




This is da Buzz Gang ! hehe




















And this is the GG Gang !haha
















SSing in my room !

















All of us.. ^^

Ollie ,me and dhill is promoting this stuff..xD















This is the Science one student.. Rajin right ??hehe
















GG Gang..















Wow.. Nice ? Three Best friend !

Having Pizza hut in Mid Valley after school event ! yummy~~