1-2-2011

I thought you will support me and be with me when I'm down. Unfortunately you're not. Instead of support me, you say those thing to make me feel worse. Is this what a BF should do? I'm so disappointed on you. Sometime I seriously envy other couple loads. I don't know how they can do so well for their partner. And why I never have a chance to have that? Is my problem or his problem? I guess mine bah... Maybe I myself haven't even ready to be in relationship I guess. Seriously feel so sad this few days. I don't know how long more can I bare with this kind of life.