Painfull Love

Watching you from across the room

sends searing pain through my heart.

I think back to a year ago,

when I thought we'd never part.

My love for you just won't die down -

it just grows with each new day.

I wish you'd dare to look at me

and hear what I have to say;

"I love you and I want you back - "

but these words you just won't hear

.You don't seem to remember them -

all the memories I hold dear.

You were my first kiss,

my first love

and now you don't even care

.How could you just blow it away?

We were the perfect pair.

you seem content to let me go -

You're doing fine as you are,

while I'm still missing how we were.

We had the best love by far.

You know i love you so much.. But why u still want do this to me ? I'm seriously very sad and hurt !! Am i really treat u so bad ? Am i really not good enough for u ? i already try my best not to think of u anymore.. but why u s till wan me think of u when i'm ready and almost forget about u ? do u know how suffer am i ? i think u donno it.. sometimes u treat me very nice but simetimes u treat me really bad.. can u please just don hurt my heart anymore ? haih... I love u de.. but u wan make things come to this stage.. why ?? why ??? can u please tell me why ??? T.T