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1-2-2011

2011-01-31T19:04:00.000-08:00

I thought you will support me and be with me when I'm down. Unfortunately you're not. Instead of support me, you say those thing to make me feel worse. Is this what a BF should do? I'm so disappointed on you. Sometime I seriously envy other couple loads. I don't know how they can do so well for their partner. And why I never have a chance to have that? Is my problem or his problem? I guess mine bah... Maybe I myself haven't even ready to be in relationship I guess. Seriously feel so sad this few days. I don't know how long more can I bare with this kind of life.

la la la

2010-12-05T04:50:00.000-08:00

la la la la la~ So boring..
I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!

Merry Christmas by Kingdom Work artistes

2010-12-03T03:35:00.000-08:00

看天祭多燦灿的美景
那遠方傳來了動人的旋律
靜心聽那笑聲多美麗
唱出心裏面那思念的經歷
有份愛不變
世界能看見
在等愛出現
有天會遇見
Merry Christmas
聽天使在哼歌
美麗感動歌聲
觸摸我的心被牽着
Merry Christmas
幸褔有你在這兒
陪我走到永遠
安穩聽天使為愛唱
這首歌

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6CJ4zBymj-4

2010-11-17T04:45:00.000-08:00

Is anyone here will still visit my blog? Ha Ha.
There is a crazy girl here thought that she found her love one but now finally she know that she is wrong. ^^ Another 3hour to 18 November 2010 His birthday. I guess he happily celebrating his birthday with his friends and family bah. And there is a blur lady stunning here. Didn't know other girl will be like me ma. One year. One year before and after, and this is the result. hmm.. I understand the meaning of life already. Bought a cake for the birthday boy but end up I'm the one blowing the candle:)

Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you.

Wish you all the best in your future. Hope you enjoy yourself with your friends and family. Take good care of your own health.

Just for you

2010-10-16T04:41:00.000-07:00

I Love You. But I guess you wont see this bah. I don't know how to describe how much I need you how much I love you. haiz. You take good care of yourself bah.

Malaysia Bagi Kemuliaan-Mu

2010-06-14T07:55:00.000-07:00

YESUSLAH TUHAN YANG LAYAK DITINGGIKAN
LAYAK DISEMBAH OLEH SUKU-SUKU BANGSA
DENGAN DARAH-MU, KAU TELAH TEBUS DOSAKU
GENAPI TUHAN FIRMAN-MU ATAS NEG'RIKU

*HATIKU RINDU MELIHAT KEMULIAAN-MU
HATIKU RINDU MELIHAT CURAHAN KUASA-MU
DI TANAH TERCINTA NEGARA MALAYSIA
KUBERDOA MALAYSIA PENUH KEMULIAAN-MU
MALAYSIA BAGI KEMULIAAN-MU

YA ALLAHKU NYATAKAN KEMULIAAN-MU
YA ALLAHKU NYATAKAN CURAHAN KUASA-MU
DI TANAH TERCINTA NEGARA MALAYSIA
KUBERDOA MALAYSIA PENUH KEMULIAAN-MU
MALAYSIA BAGI KEMULIAAN-MU

www.youtube.com/watch?v=BfMhDmF1Hqw

:+: SylviaBuBu:+:

Things That A Perfect Guy Would Do...

2010-02-06T23:03:00.000-08:00

Things That A Perfect Guy Would Do

1.. Know how to make you smile when you are down .

2.. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice.

3.. Stick up for you, but still respects your independence .

4.. Give you the remote control during the game .

5.. Come up behind you and put his arms around you.

6.. Play with your hair.

7.. His hands always find yours .. 8. Be cute when he really wants something. 9.. Offer you plenty of massages. 10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork.

11. Never run out of love. 12. Be funny, but know how to be serious.

13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious.

14.Be patient when you take forever to get ready.

15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts.

16. Smile a lot.

17. Plans a romantic date full of cheesy things he wouldn't normally like to do, just because he knows it means a lot to you.

18. Appreciate you.

19. Help others out.

20. Drive 5 hours just to see you for 1.

21. Always gives you a peck on the cheek when you depart from each others company, even when his friends are watching.

22. Sing, even if he can't.

23. Have a creative sense of humor.

24. Stare at you.

25. Call for no reason.

26. Quit smoking, chewing, drinking, or drugs - just because he loves u that much to quit it.

TAGGED by Reyvan

2010-01-26T05:59:00.000-08:00

TAGGED BY REYVAN TAN!!!

A. You Prefer :

1.Alcohol or Mineral Water : Depends

2.Blue or Pink : Or

3.Hot Guys or Cool Guys : Depends

4.Good Looks or Brains : 30-70

5.Taylor Swift or Taylor Lautner : Neither

6.Friends or Loved Ones : Both

7."Baby" or "Honey" : Anything.. As long as I know he's calling me.

B. Your/You kind of guy(???) :

1.Alcoholic or Non-Alcoholic : Errrrr...

2.Good or Bad : Good. Of cause

3.Brave or Cute : Erm.. Swt~

4.Tall or Short : God will decide this.

5.T-Shirt or Suit : Depends

6.Coat or Leather Jacket : I found out.. All this question actually..very..FLS~

7.Sunnies or Spectacles : Depends..

8.Caring or Rich : Both wei..

9.Kisses or Hugs : Or

10.Romantic? : ?

C. Your/You kind of girl :

1.Cute or Pretty : Both

2.Sweet or Caring : Both

3.Sports or "Princess Candle" : Definitely will be sports

4.Surprises: Surprise me in which way?

5.Smiles or Frowns : Who will want to be frowns?

6.Love Quotes or Love Poems : Both

7.Computer Geek or Study Nerd : Neither

8.SMS or MSN : 30 - 70

9.Forever or Just For Fun : Forever.

10.Hang outs with Friends or Couple Date : Both

Your Daily Activities :

1.After Breakfast : Even after or Without breakfast, is still working. So. Working

2.Before School : Err.. No answer.

3.During School : Same as above.

4.After School : Same as Above, above.

5.Night : after work, still work. come home, online chat with friends.

6.Midnight: Sleeping.

7.Holidays: Sleeps, Online, Bored~

Tag 10 people :

1. Bryan
2. Kuan
3. James
4. Elliza
5. Shin
6. Kiit
7. Alexander
8. LuiYan1
9. LuiYan2
10. LuiYan3

1.What if 9 confesses that he/she likes you ? [LuiYan2]
- Haha.. The world will end.. Trust me!!!

2.Will you go out for a couple date with 3 if he/she asks you to ? [James]

- Depends I'm free or not..

3.is 7 single ? [Alexander]

- Errr.... PROBABLY YES!!!!

4.Describe 1. [Bryan]
- Caring, Loving, Gentlemen, Nice, Sweet, ...... So many wei... haha..

5.Will you date 8 ? [LuiYan1]

- Wont happen

6.What's 2's nickname ? [Kuan]
- Ask her...

7.What do you wish to tell 10 right now ? [LuiYAn3]
- You're so LuiYan~~~ Deng~~~

8.What's 5 good in ? [Shin]
- IT???? I think~

9.If you were to do one thing to 4, what would it be ? [Elliza]

- Whatever things will makes her happy..

10.Have you seen 1 cried ? [Bryan]
- He's a happy go lucky~ We'll only laugh until cry.. Is this consider yes also?

11.Is 2 crazy or geeky ? [Kuan]
- Hahahaha... She's nice...

12.Will you hold 7's hand and walk around ? [Alexander]

- Hell no~ haha..

13.What do you think of 6 ? [Kiit]
- What do you think I'll think? He's a good bf doh~

14.Will you kiss 3 when there is only both of you in the park ? [James]
- Hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha~ Funny~

15.Is 8 sweet ? [LuiYan1]
- Ask his gf. But.. Since he's LuiYan1.. I think so..

16.What is 9's hobby ? [LuiYan2]
- OMG~ No comments. Football.. I think..

17.Will you date 10 to a high class restaurant ? [LuiYan3]
- Haha.. Why not if he pay for me? But I think he wont.

18.Is 5 fitted to be a maid ? [Shin]
- No comment.

19.When it started raining, who will you seek for an umbrella ?
- Anybody.

20.Where would you go with 1 on a date ? [Bryan]
- Anywhere. As long as I'm with him. Even not going anywhere also I'll be happy..^^

Feeling A lil Bored LuLu^^

Let by gone be by gone~

2010-01-25T06:13:00.000-08:00

For you,

When every time I read your blog, or when I'm in your fb looking at your pictures. I feels so heartache. The words "our" that you use is hurting me deeply. I still remember every single things that we had done and I always play the video and the picture that we took together. I miss those moment that we had spend with each other. Laughing, Crying, Crazy etc etc etc. I always hope that we can go back to the time that we are together. Guess its just not meant to be. One day, I was boring and I just clicking around and I found this sentence. "Let by gone be by gone!" This word shoot me deeply in my heart and ask me to "Let it go!" Although is difficult, but I still have to do it. What I can do is just cherish the memories. Sometime I just really hope that God can remove all the memories in my mind and let me come all over again. I know I'm too selfish. Sorry. But its really so suffering some times. I wonder will you feel the same thing too.. Its been so long time we didn't talk to each other. At first, I will still feeling so difficult to accept the truth. But after some times, I've learn to become more tough and independence. Still remember the story you've told me? About the birds and the tree? I still remember it. Last time I'm always with you when you're sad. Always listen to you when you're need someone. Sorry because I had break my promise to you. Hope you can replace me with someone better. I pray to God and hope that you'll be better soon. Or maybe you already found them. Anyway. I think you wont be reading this post.. I THINK!! Last but not least, I'm still here with you whenever you need a shoulder.

Sylvia aka HuiRu

:+:Appreciate:+:

2010-01-25T05:21:00.000-08:00

Baby,

I'm actually quite....... But. What Baby and MunMun say also true. As long as we happy and we appreciate it, That's not a problem anymore. Thank You for the things you've done for me! I'm really appreciate it a loads.. I really really do. Love you always Baby. You're really a very good and caring boyfriend. I'm so happy to have you in my life. Hope you're doing well there. Miss and Loves you.

Sylvia

Crazy~

2010-01-24T03:36:00.000-08:00

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Feel so crazy today~

Hope.................................I hope..................................

I hope I can be normal a BIT....

La la la la la la~~~

Hmm... Enough... Sorry~

Crazy de Lulu~

If...

2010-01-13T05:54:00.000-08:00

If...

If I...

If I were...

If I were you...

If I were you, I will appreciate everything that I'm having..

Just found this quote in somewhere..

" Never take anyone for granted. Hold everyone close to your heart because you might woke up one day and realized that you've lost a diamond while you were too busy collecting stones... "

This is so meaningful.. Hope everyone understand this...

Lulu

I'm Just....

2010-01-10T20:23:00.000-08:00

I just hope I can take a day off..

Tired~

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2010-01-10T06:22:00.000-08:00

What happen to me?? Why why why why????? haiz... Its all my fault.. I'm so sorry...

Why?

2010-01-06T05:01:00.000-08:00

Why everytime there's a F'king sad day after............. Haiz~ Don't like it so much~ Where are you when I need you by my side?? Sob sob~

My Everlasting Father (Bapa Yang Kekal)

2009-12-31T07:56:00.000-08:00

The perfect love

Have I received from You

Not because of my goodness

But by the love You give freely

I was restored by You, You make me worthy

To call you Father

You gave me whatever I requested

Everytime I search, I will find

I knocked at Your door , and You opened it

Because you are my Father, my everlasting Father

You would not let Me take a step alone

You were always there for me

Because you are my Father, my everlasting Father

From Your Daughter

Sad Day~

2009-12-30T05:38:00.000-08:00

30/12/2009 Wednesday

Today really freaking suck!! Early in the morning already shoot badly by Fxxx customer. They thought they own the bank ah? Can do whatever shit they want. SWT! The customer came to me, say she wanted to cancel credit card. She was holding two cards. One is Patronas credit card and one is Touch And Go - Zing card. So she said she wanted to cancel the Zing card but she want to maintain the Touch N Go. So I explained to her. I said, "Madam, Zing card equal to T"n"G and if you want to cancel the Zing card means the T"n"G also will cancel". She still want argue me and say I'm the one don't understand what she say. She draw on the paper "She want Patronas card, and cancel Zing card but want maintain T"n"G.. WHAT THE HELL!! Who's the one don't understand huh? She argue with me for almost 5minute.. And behind there's REALLY LONG queue wei~ Other customers was really pissed.. Cause they queue so long just to take a number. That why~~ If I am at the situation, I'll feel piss too!! ishh.. BUT~ That's not my fault.. Don't have to scold me OK! Haiz~
Another case ah~ I was attending another customer. Than this brainless woman she came to me and shout at me. She say she forgot her password she can't access into her internet banking. SWT. SO???? NON OF MINE BUSINESS WEI!!! SWT! Dont have to shout at me okay!! I'm there trying to help her to solve her problem. But that bitch Fking brainless.. Never use her brain to think before she talk. Face only look good(BUT ERRR.. ACTUALLY SHE LOOK LIKE AN ASSHOLE MORE) She keeps complain my service so terrible this and that.. Fxxx her!!! If she wants better service, open your own bank lar~ swt.. She's asking me for the solution.. After I tell her the solution, she said SHE CONFIRM THAT I'm directing her the WRONG way. And I'm wasting her time. She's talking like she is the one whom working in the bank. If she really know, she don't have to come to the bank. SWT!! After I pass her to the counter, she scolded my another colleague again. DENG~~~ FINE~~ I forgive a brainless and hopeless people like her!! Another customer came.. Forget what's her problem already.. The way she talk damn rude wei, I really feel like slapping her to the wall.. Finally I can't stand.. I told her " Madam, try to imagined that your daughter working in the bank and she's facing a customer like you.. HOW DO YOU FEEL?" After I finish, she shut up and go. If you wanna complain. I don't give a damn!!

So at the same day, this f'ker came to the bank. He want to bank in some coins. So, actually our bank coins machine its working, but the person in charge is F'king lazy. That's why she don't to accept the coins from the customer. I'm always the best victim for the customers. I really hate this STUPID MISS CHAN! I just argue with her this Thursday. She tell me and the others staff the different story and customers always get two different information from us. ARGHH~~ But.. My baby he very sweet.. He call and chill me every time when I am down.. Baby, I love you very much~ You are really very caring and supportive bf. I'm so happy to have you in my life. I guess the most right thing I do in my life is to be with my baby. As long as baby is with me, I'm satisfy already. Hehe~

* I'm so sleepy~ I Don't even know what am I talking actually.. BLUR~~~
* Baby, Sorry for being so rude yah~ I'm just so angry.. Sorry. Hope baby will forgive me^^

From the Blissful Lulu~

From my baby de baby~

Haha.

Alll About My Baby And I~

2009-12-26T06:08:00.000-08:00

25June09: Meet My baby in MOS ( Ministry Of Sound )

30July09: MOS again~ haha. Dancing and Hugging my baby. hehe

15Aug09: MTV WORLD STAGE. Sunway Pyramid. We hang at Mcd while waiting for the registration start. After the concert, we had our dinner in Station1 cafe. Than baby send me back home after the dinner.

19Aug09: Ollie, Chuan, Tysern, Tysern friend, Baby and I went to The Library open ceremony in OneU. And the place is so suck. So we decided to go Misty Club at Bangsar. Again I'm with my baby. ^^

21Aug09: I went to Menara Maybank to sign the agreement. After that I went to Mid Valley to meet baby. We watch our first movie "District 9" and we went to play pool. Wow. My baby so geng.. haha..

25Aug09: I went out with baby to 1Utama to watch "Up".. We thought want to play bowling de.. But too many people already.. So we just walk around ler.. And ah.. This baby is so notty.. Aiya.. cannot blame everything on him also lar.. Cause I'm so blur.. Not good to tell what happen on that day over here.. haha.. So paiseh.. xD So after everything, baby send me home than i go meet up my church members for dinner.. hehe..

1Sept09: Today i dream someone will ask me out. So early morning i received a message. Guess what, baby text me and ask me want go Sunway to watch movie. haha. So we watch "I Love You Beth Copper" thats our third movie. Suddenly i feeling to go for a night view. haha. and LuiYan2 and LuiYan3 Calling me ask me want join them to go Look Out Point for yum char or not. swt. Whatever things I want come true. So happy. Hehe.

4Sept09: Baby Bryan ask me out. He said he want to go his friend house to fix something for his friend. So I kepoh and accompany baby to the friend house. So after that baby bring me to Look Out Point. I feeling so touch. haha. And this will be our Anniversary Day.

From Your Baby

For my baby

2009-12-26T05:46:00.000-08:00

From Sylvia,

Baby, although you are so far from me,

but i always feel you're just right beside me.

Baby.. I Love You~ And I'm Missing You so much~

Hope baby doing well over there.

We'll see again next year July.

I'll wait for you to come back!

Baby, I promise you I'll always be with you when you need me.

This is my promise to you.

And I'll never break it.

To my Baby Bryan Ooi

I'm Gonna Be Around

2009-12-23T03:39:00.000-08:00

Just For You,

It's been so long since we took the time
to share words from deep inside us
We're in our own world spinning our wheels
but you know how I feel

since the first time I took your hand
my love for you has just been growing
You always seem to understand
You know how I am

Chorus:
I'm gonna love you til the end
I'm gonna be your very true friend
I wanna share your ups and downs
I'm gonna be around

When you're alone cause I'm away
don't be sad don't be afraid
I'm gonna turn my thoughts to you
like I always do

Chorus:
I'm gonna love you til the end
I'm gonna be your very true friend...

Catch you when you fall
Hold you when you’re down
Sharing every moment
I wanna show you all I do
I believe I’ve found a miracle
in you

Chorus:
I'm gonna love you til the end
I'm gonna be your very true friend...

From Your Baby^^

I'm back~

2009-12-22T04:18:00.000-08:00

Haha. Finally I'm back.

DiGi Music Live

2009-09-27T19:55:00.001-07:00

DiGi Music Live

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complicated love

2009-08-19T00:43:00.000-07:00

whats my status ? you told me you still love me but.what i feel is really suck. you told me you love me when i ask for break up. and u treat me really terrible when we are together. i saw you in the MTV world stage. you was just standing in front of me. you was crazyING and enjoyING yourself. Hmm.. that day was really a great day. i able to see All American Reject and listen to my favorite songs LIVE. haha. i went there with bryan. and after the concert, we went for dinner. so bryan send me back home after the dinner.hmm.. just like that la..

Just for you

2009-08-08T00:52:00.000-07:00

I have no worry when I have you in my life.
You always teach me and show me the right track when I am helpless.
You always found me when i am lost.
Always be with me when I am alone.
You sacrifice yourself is all just because of me.
Thank you for everything that you have given to me.
I just need you in my life.
Without you, I wont be how am I.
I Love You.
You are my everything.
Yesterday, Today and Forever will still the same.

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Just for you

A Night In M.O.S^^

2009-06-25T13:49:00.000-07:00

I'm online in Ollie house,Going to overnight here tonight..

Err.. A night in Ministry Of Sound~~

Lol.. Erm.. I'm enjoying myself there with some of my friends~~

Get to know some hot guys.. haha.. Tonight Sylvia is so naughty.. lols..

Speechless.. What am i doing tonight ??

Ollie & Sylvia

END

~~Sylvia~~ \(^.^)/

Contact me~~

2009-06-24T01:33:00.001-07:00

I seldom online nowadays~~
Cause house internet just broke.. lols..
Anything, contact me through via phone yah..
Hahaha.. I loves my current life.. COOL~~!!
Can't wait for tomorrow.. Ngek Ngek~~
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Love yah Babe~~ LuLu

WOW.. Really long time didn't update my blog

2009-06-24T01:29:00.000-07:00

Haha.. Want to know what am i doing nowadays ??
View Ollie, Nigel, Susu & YenSin blog bah.. haha...
For more picture, please view Ollie, Nigel, Susu & YenSin facebook too.. hahaha...
Not enough time for me to blog.. lol..
Anyway.. hahaha... I'm enjoying..
Have alot cool stuff happen in my life..
Can't imagine wei.. Can't wait for tomorrow too~~ haha...
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Lovely LuLu^^

Fall For You Secondhand Serenade

2009-05-28T06:35:00.000-07:00

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting

Could it be that we have been this way before

I know you don't think that I am trying

I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe

Because tonight will be the night

That I will fall for you, Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended

I always swore to you I'd never fall apart

You always thought that I was stronger

I may have failed but I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breathe

Because tonight will be the night

That I will fall for you, Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

It's impossible

So breathe in so deepBreathe me in

I'm yours to keep

And hold on to your words

Cause talk is cheap

And remember me tonight

When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night

That I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night

That I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

You're impossible to find

Suddenly, this song has came into my mind..

Make me want to cry so much~~

lolx.. Anyone know this song d meaning ?

Quite meaningfull for me.. But now ?? hmm..

I also don't know..

YaiYai LuLu

STRESS STRESS STRESS

2009-05-28T05:42:00.000-07:00

STRESS STRESS STRESS!!!

Ahhh~~!!!! D0n't~~~~

Please don be like this~~

Time past too fast.. oh no~~~~

str3ss LuLu @@

For You~~ Simple Plan Perfect

2009-05-27T06:55:00.000-07:00

Hey dad look at me

Think back and talk to me

Did I grow up according to plan?

And do you think I'm wasting my time

doing things I wanna do?

But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it

I just want to make you proud

I'm never gonna be good enough for you

I can't pretend that

I'm alright

And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all

Nothing lasts forever

I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late and We can't go back

I'm sorry I can't be perfect

I try not to think

About the pain I feel inside

Did you know you used to be my hero?

All the days you spent with me

Now seem so far away

And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it

I just want to make you proud

I'm never gonna be good enough for you

I can't stand another fight

And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all

Nothing lasts forever

I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late and We can't go back

I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said

Nothing's gonna make this right again

Please don't turn your back

I can't believe it's hard

Just to talk to you

But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all

Nothing lasts forever

I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late and We can't go back

I'm sorry I can't be perfect (2x)

Just found this song in one of my friend blog,

No one in this world can be perfect,

And no one can live without mistake, problem and hurt..

We have to learn how to solve and face it..

So my Dear, Remember I'm always here for u ok ?

I'm always here no matter what..

Take care of yourself yah..

Muacks..

LuLu^^

Tagged by San

2009-05-27T05:39:00.000-07:00

1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
Err... must i tell ?? hahaha..lol.

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
Shit~~~ not enough sleep.. but have to get up and work again.. arrghh..

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ?
who else ?? haha... Tian, San and ying lor.. haha..

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled ?
Guess not gua~~!!!! la la la...

5. Will you ever donate blood ?
Actually i wanted to.. but....... the nurse said, i myself also 'kurang darah'.. how am i donate mine to other... lol...xD

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
Is this a question ?? haha... what do u think ???

7. Do you want someone to be dead ?
Err......... Guess not gua...

8. What does your last text message say ?
Must i tell u ?? I myself know is enough lar.. Kepoh betulLAH~~~ haha...

9. What are you thinking right now ?
Thinking about "you"~~~

1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
Hmmm..... If he can~~~

11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
Wow... this a... haha.... after i offline lor.. forget what time ad..

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
Swt.... my friend bought it for me... wan to know ? ask him lor.. haha..

13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
Of cus lar...... dumb dumb...

14. Who was the last person who text you ?
Haha... do i need to answer this question ????

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz:
1.Susu
2.Yen Sin
3Ollie
4MunMun
5.Nigel
6.Mike my beloved couz
7.Notty yew
8.Gor gor
9.Munfatt
10.Alden

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?
Single~~ But available or not, u have to ask her by urself.. haha..

16. Is no.3 a male or a female ?
female

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?
Errr.... hahaha... Well.. nothing is impossible.. But....... haha.. I past it to God..

18. What is no.1 studying about ?
Foundation in engineering science.. Just ask her..=]

19. When was the last time you chatted with them ?
Just a minute ago~~~

20.Is no.4 single?
N0P3~~~ She's taken by someone..

21. Say something about no.2
Erm... She's hot, pretty, nice, cute, sweet, sometimes abit sour,bitter and spicy..

22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together ?
Wutt!!!! err.... ask God to answer u this question.... haha...

23. Describe no.9?
Well... No comment.. haha...

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight ?
For ???? swt...

25. Do you like no8 ?
Sure.. haha... he's my gor gor.. haha...

END

Continue my work~~!!!! xD

LuLu

Tagged by Susu

2009-05-26T04:59:00.000-07:00

1. The person who tagged you is:
Susu

2. Your relationship with him/her is:
Best buddy

3. Your first impression of him/her is:
crazy girl

4. The most memorable moments with he/she is:
SS everywhere

5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is:
Donno ler...

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will...
Never Happen to me

7. If he/she became your lover, what should he/she improve that:
Will never happen..

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, what will you do:
Wont happen

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
donno...

10. The most desired things you want to do for him/her now is:
no idea

11. Your overall impression on him/her is: donno..
SS quean and she is crazy..

12. The characteristic you love most about yourself:
Everything~~~

13. The characteristic you hate most about yourself:
...

14. The most ideal person you want to be is:
i myself know is enough..

15. For people who care and love you, say something to them:
I love you too~

16. Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you:
1. Robin
2. Suet
3. San
4. Michael
5. Ah ma
6. Jordan
7. Leon
8. Tian
9. Florence
10. Shin

17. Who is 6 having a relationship with?
His mom, Dad, Sis and bro.. lol.. Swt...BlaBlaBla...

18. Is 9 a male or a female?
Female.

19. What is 2 studying at the moment?
Yup

20. Who was the last person you had a chat with?
Jordan in msn

21. What kind of music does 8 like?
Church song GUA~~

22. Does 1 have any siblings?
Yup.

23. Is 4 single?
Yea. And not available.. He said...

24. What is the surname of 5?
Ah ma.. dai ga jie..

25. What's the hobby of 5?
Bully people~~ Ra~~~~~~suah~~~

26. Do 7 and 9 get along well?
err... i guess so...

27. Where is 10 studying at?
Apiit college... with~~~~lol

28. Say something casual about your eyes:
blingbling

29. Have you tried developing feelings for 2?
ERRRRR~~~~~~~

30. Where does 9 live?
Brickfields..

31. What colour does 4 like?
err.. Donno....

32. Are 5 and 1 good friends? / Do they know each other?
very good friends.. so what do u think ?? of cus know lar.. dumb dumb...

33. Does 2 like 7?
Yup.. as brother and sister... count a ???

34. How did you get to know 8?
FGA CYC

35. Does 1 have any pets?
donno...

36. Is 7 the sexiest person in the world?
WUT~~!!!! Might be.. hahahhaa...

37. Are you sexy?
er..... hahaha... always~~~~!!!!!

38. What am I doing now?
lol... thinking about something....

END

LuLu

"Crying & The tears roll down my cheek"

2009-05-26T02:14:00.000-07:00

"Crying & The tears roll down my cheek"

Again... I feel like crying.. You are always so cool~~ "Don't care~~~" And u Don't know I'm caring so much here.. Just now I saw ur car just go like this, my heart is so pain.. Don't know how to explain the pain.. You are not the old one, I'm not the old one either.. The feeling is like, we are actually so near to each other, but we just cant touch and feel each other.. Guess u wont read this post bah~~ Saw u online now!! Haiz~~

Don't know LuLu

You Came

2009-05-26T02:08:00.000-07:00

I think today is the first time after a long time that i don't smile and laugh when i see u and the first time i'm not happy when i see u.. I don't understand why u guys like to do this to me.. I'm really so sad~~!!! No cure!!!!

??????

Full Tank

2009-05-25T23:57:00.000-07:00

Wuhooo~~~
Finally 'bocor'..

Yesterday after dinner, After send ying ying back home,
As usual.. Again the three 'soh poh' want go for 'makan angin'..
Here u go..
Half way to the destination, Suddenly come out ' Dai Wo Zhou", that time i already started to be so emo already de... Finally the song ended.. After the song, i though can be better.. Again come out one song ' Xiao Jiu Wo' means (Small Dimple)... This song have toooooooo many memories for me lar.... I really can't stand already... Again the tears has drop out.. I cry like nooooobody business in San car... Ended up make Tian and San also Emo ad.. lolx...I'm so bad.. This day i'm really so sad and Emo.. Just don't know why.. But i just feel it... Still remember what i said..

"There's something sure will happen after you go'.......'.. You always told me, whatever happen also you wont leave me and wont let me sad or get hurt.. And i still keep the recording.. You said, one day if u still left ur hand, you will use ur full energy to hug me, if u just left ur leg, u will go everywhere i go just to protect me, if u just left one body, u will use it to block everything that came to against or attack me.. Because u love me'
Yesterday i really cry until very 'selesa'.. And yesterday night we when to a place that i really don't wish to go DAMM MUCH~~!! Cause there also have some memories... Haiz... Sit inside the car, look at the bling bling light at up hill, and my mind keep on playing flash back of the memories.. Damm suffer... Lucky i have two best sister by myside when i was really down.. They send me a message through phone to chill me up.. Thx Tian and San.. I really appreciate it alot.. Thx God that put both of u in my life... I love both of u wei.. hehe...

"Let past be past"

From yai yai LuLu..

You Don't Care

2009-05-25T21:26:00.000-07:00

Maybe this is the better way for u..
Cause we don't see our future..
In our relationship, we don't see blessing..
And so many thing has prove that you can life better without me in ur life..
I'm now here not abuse you or what..
And i'm not going to do it anymore anyway..
I promise i delete the post and i do it~~!!!
Last, Just don't hurt anyone with 'lies' anymore..
Not fun at all..
Every girl hopes their love one will always tell the truth and understand them..
But not buying stuff for them as suprise or whatever..
Thats not true love, but is using money to buy their love..
T@K3 C@R3~~!!!

Sylvia aka yai yai

Today

2009-05-25T01:04:00.000-07:00

Today client come to visit my office, When the client come, as usual.. haha.. We just call extention for "so called doing survey"(Acting) lol... Today have alot newbie.. But we are still using and calling the same old list.. lol.. I even still can remember which one i call before and which one i done.. SWT~~~ The fatty~~ Always act so 'arghh'... Order me to help another fatty Supervisor... Ahem.. I got no payment ok if i just only HELP~~!!! Lucky I'M ALWAYS SO GOOD~~~!!! Have alot friends and everyone talk to me nicer then talk to THE supervisor.. haha.. Belagak right ?? ngek ngek~~!!! lol...

From D Good one :+: LuLu :+:

Hmph

2009-05-25T00:56:00.000-07:00

Go lunch with my colleague.. Shit.. haha.. Today i just ate Roti nan for my whole day meal.. So.. Lunch time, my colleague lie to me and told me that the curry ikan, if we didn't finish it, they'll put it back.. So i was like eating half way and feel like vomiting wei.. After that only he said actually he lie to me.. Lol.. Damm bad~~ Haha... Today I finish the whole Roti nan by myself.. Full until feel like vomit now... But I enjoy my meal so much.. And thx for treating me o.. hehe.. Promise will treat u back for the next one.. hehe...

=] LuLu

Huh??

2009-05-23T22:52:00.000-07:00

Anything special ?

Do i left out something ?

Hmm...

Don't have GUA~~~

Just don't feel so well with my current life...xD

Bla Bla Bla Bla~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Err.. From D nobody one... :+:LuLu:+:

Er... One FM

2009-05-22T09:26:00.000-07:00

Just now.. Again my sad song has appear at "One FM" 'Wan yeh' right ?? hahaha.. I got saksi de ler.. San also there when the song come out.. Actually really SANGAT SUSAH NAK TAHAN LAR !!!!!!!!!! Arghh... But also have to tahan.. haih.. This morning, after send my sister go school.. haha.. DAMM FUNNY.. Don't know why i suddenly drive to two weird place.. I also don't know why.. I stop the 'two' place for a few minute.. Look at the past.. Don't know want cry or laugh.. lolx.. Again from "One FM" played a emo song.. haha.. So i TER-pijak the oil till 100+speed.. ALMOST got accident when at a NARROW turn.. Can feel the whole car moving to a side.. lolx.. Damm dangerous..xD "One FM" really love 'Wan ye' de lor.. haha... Everytime don't make me emo also cannot want.. lolx.. Ah~~~ Alot thing to fan a......... This fan that fan up fan down fan... Everyday already so fan... STILL need to eat 'fan'.. lolx... hahaha.... Gila Gila already..... @@

From D Fan Sei Yan one.. LuLu

Still sick~~~~

2009-05-21T03:03:00.000-07:00

Just finished one roll of tissue..@@ Nose damm itchy. Keep on sneeze and cough like don't know what 'siao' people.. arghh.. Eat also no taste.. Ahh~~~ Need some entertaiment here.. So bored.. Don't want sick~~~~

From the sick one LuLu

ai yi ge ren hao nan ( Is really very difficult to love a person )

2009-05-20T06:05:00.000-07:00

Love a person is hard.. Love a person that don't love yourself if even much more harder.. I had already do everything I can and say everything I can.. The final answer is still up to you.. Is just a small problem but now already become a big problem.. For you, maybe you don't understand why i will become this crazy for "..." but I need to tell something.. "..." is real and he helps me load.. I think u will know about my family problems.. From that stage till this stage.. I didn't say that "..." can give me whatever we want but at least he really help my family when we are in a "negative mode".. The "one" year really happen aload stuff in my life.. Just short short de one year.. But u know.. My heart is always at where... You know i hate empty promise and once i promise and always a promise.. I say i wont and i wont.. If u still don't get it, then.. Don't know lar..

From the sad one LuLu

2009-05-20T00:42:00.001-07:00

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Oupss

2009-05-19T21:49:00.000-07:00

Going for body cheack-up soon.. Maybe this week?? This day don't very well with my whole body.. And heard from mom friend said that if don't know where pain and what pain will couse where where problem.. Lolx.. Its better to go for body check-up then.. Looking for some cheap Hospital.. Anyone know any Hospital can do body check-up ?? Need help here !!!

:+:LuLu:+:

"Give me a time of A song"

2009-05-19T08:31:00.000-07:00

Usually how many minute that a full song take ?
About 3~4 Minute ?
Will that take very long time for me to chat with you for the last time ?
For the past, I always pressing with my phone, But now, My phone always in "Spoil Mode"... Tian and San will know what it mean.. Haha...
Everytime when my phone rang, I will always hope it was someone.. And always I'm the disappointed want.. Have a damm stupid song will play when I'm in sad or down mode.. Then in my heart, will was like"Wan ye meh" Haha... Expecially "One FM".. Haha.. At first I though just everytime I sit San car also just only will have that song.. But that day Godfrey car also have the same song.. That day come back from Surabaya by Church bus also have that song.. Lolx.. "One FM" really "Wan ye" lor... haha...
But just only a few minute.. Will that take so long ? Past is past.. Once we had make the decision, and that will be the last.. This is what we choose, although is not what we want, but the thing had happen.. Nobody can change the history except God.. I hope one day, I can back to the past again.. IF POSSIBLE lah~~ haha... Lolx.. This day crap too much already.. haha..

:+:LuLu:+:

"I'm a STANDOUT In life"

2009-05-19T07:57:00.000-07:00

Information from susu, she ask me to join Nuffnang.
Nuffnang stand out party that will be held in on the 6th of June.. And since three of my besties Susu, Ollie and MunMun also post.. So i decide to kepoh too..
Anyway, I'm just a girl. Love to go church, Hang out with the person i love, Talk crap, Online, Play badminton, Swimming, Bowling, Pool, Jogging, See night view(Due to TIAN affect),Watch movie(But nobody can accompany me already.. and also due to some reason, I don't like to go watch movie with some certain people at CERTAIN places..)And last.. I love to hug the person that I love so so so so much Love to hug "him" till can breath...(But now don't have anyone let me hug and hug me already.. Miss the feeling being hug by someone~~) Haha.. I can be so lame, funny, sad, emo, good, bad, nice, pretty, ugly, friendly, Selfish, "CHUN"(belagak), sweet, sour, bitter, spicy, etc etc etc etc.. I admit that I'm a very good listener..(Belagak right ??) Haha... Have alot friends will talk to me when they are down, lost and bla bla bla.. Have only one vision is LOVE GOD.. Without God in my life, I'm nothing.. Have too many gangs of friends.. Good, Bad, LaLa, SiHam, Crap, Fish, Abalone, Shark Fin, Fish Ball, Meat Ball, Crap Ball, Prawn Ball all also have.. Can do AYTHING, 100% Open minded girl..

p/s: Munmun.. I'm also one of the spoty girl okay. Haha..

From:+:LuLu:+:

2009-05-18T23:29:00.000-07:00

19may2009

Today is MunFatt Brother birthday..Hehe.. We plan a donut surprise birthday for him again.. Haha.. Cause he love to eat big apple donut so much..xDLater 6pm we will go The Garden Shopping center, When he finish his work,I will go makan at Subway with MunFatt,Then other will suddenly pops up..Hahaha.. He told us before he hope to have a birthday party,Cause he is so lonely..So this year onward you are not lonely anymore..Cause u have one branch of Brother and Sister with you..The most important one is You have God is always with you no matter what..God will never leave you alone.. hehe.Anyway brother, Happy Birthday yah.. hehe..Hope you enjoy it later..

From :+:LuLu:+:

Why

2009-05-18T09:10:00.000-07:00

Why ?

Why you want treating me like this ?

Why you want to torture me like this ?

Why you want contact me when i almost can forget about you ?

Why are you doing all this to me ?

Why are you making me so suffer ?

Why ???

You love to see my sad face ?

You love to see my crying face ?

You love to see me when I am not smiling ?

Haiz.. I don't know what are you thinking..

Really don't know..

Can you please tell me what should I do to you ?

Can you ??

:+:LuLu:+:

Dream

2009-05-17T22:35:00.000-07:00

18May2009

Nightmare..

I dream about i drive my mom car bringging Jordan, Nicholas, Sze wei, MunMun n others.. The dream quite long.. I don't know how to explain it out.. But something had happen in the dream.. Very weird dream.. Then suddenly my phone rang.. So i woke up.. After talk to my friend, i fall asleep again and then, the same dream come in.. Then again my phone rang, after i reply the message, i continew sleep.. OMG.. Again the same dream come in.. The thing is so real... And i hope and pray hard that what i dream, it wont come true.. Cause that is not what i want to be.. I'm so so sad.. And scared..T.T

Hope the dream wont come true!!!

I'm back

2009-05-17T08:25:00.000-07:00

Just came back from Surabaya.. Woohoo.. Army Of God..Damm nice wei.. haha... Alot thing that we though is unbelivable, is happened.. And for Jesus our God, nothing is IMPOSSIBLE.. hehe.. Will post more.. But next day.. Cause i'm so tiring.. Didn't sleep well for 3week already.. Tired like mad people.. haha..

Monday

2009-05-12T09:36:00.000-07:00

11May.. Yesterday i'm so happy.. Cause he came to find me.. And we when to 100yen to eat ice while waiting for his car to ready.. hehe..
"A warm hand and a gentle kiss is more then everything.. I love the way we hold each other hand and the kisses.."
Dream about u every single night.. Sometimes u make me very disappointed and sometimes u gave me alot happyNESS and nice memories.. You must take care hor.. Dont yai yai go kau lui ya.. hehe.. Muacks...\(^.^)/\(^.^)/

Temporary Bye KL and Hi Surabaya

2009-05-12T09:14:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow 13th May.. I'm going to Surabaya with all my church friends to visit other church... We will be staying at Garden Hotel..I actually havent ready my heart to go yet.. Now its 12.17am.. Not yet reformet my brain still havent pack my stuff.. Still have alot rubbish and virus inside.. Can i just don't want to go ??? Can i just last minute say i'm not going ??? Really don't feel like doing.. Is all this satan or anything make me think this way ?? haih.... Anyway.. I'm back on 17th May... Although just 4day.. Still i feel like really very long time... Take care yah all my friends in KL.. Love all of u.. Muacks..

SHIT Scared Dao~~~!!!!!!!

2009-05-12T00:28:00.000-07:00

Yesterday night.. I was alone at home.. Mom & Dad when to work already and Sis was sleeping in mom's room.. Suddenly i received mom call at 11.56pm.. Mom told me have a guy wering red colour shirt shouting and crying outside my house.. She know is because the guy knock one of my mom's friend door.. And after my mom friend open the door, the crazy guy shout and cry in front of the house.. Everyone call my mom and ask my mom to ask the security come and check.. I was alone in my room.. I heard the crying and shouting voice.. SWT... Damm scary.. I keep on pray to God to protect the crazy guy don't do crazy stuff and pray in Jesus name that Satan GET LOST NOW Don't disturb my thinking.. Then i called one of my friend.. Just though want to chit chat with him and ignore the guy outside my house.. BUT my friend don't know press wrong butten or busy.. He TER hang up my call.. In a while more, He call back and ask where i stay, he can ask his friend come and see... Actually i need it so much.. But i better don't disturb him or his friend lor.. So i say its ok lar, I'm ok..^^ My mom was so worry about my Sis and I.. So she came back and just to see how are we. After mommy comfirm the crazy guy get cought by the security, then my mom when back to the working place.. My mom is so lovely and caring... I love u mom.. AND... hahaha... At 12:18am, I received Ah Tian message.. She said she now coming to my house to over night.. Lol.. She ask me to go down o bring her up, but that time i still don't dare to go out.. So i just ask her to ask some one send her here to accompany her come up.. But the soh poh didn't ask.. Aikss... Anyway.. I really want say thx to my friend that call me and care for me so much.. hehe.. I'm glad that have all of u in my life.. When i'm in trouble, u guys always be beside me.. I love you guys so much.. And thx God so much.. Cause u put all of them in my life.. Without God, I wont able to have all of u..

I Love You

2009-05-10T19:56:00.000-07:00

Haha.. Finally have a post that is not emo de bah.. Hehe..
This few day have quite a few happy thing in my life... Hehee.. I can feel that God is with me and God really love me alot.. And i Love God so much too..
Yesterday was Mother's Day.. I stay at home accompany my mom for whole day.. So night time, We went for dinner TOGETHER !! haha.. omg...Guess what ? My family have almost one year or maybe more then one year didn't eat together ler... Haha.. But too bad.. Bro and Elder Sis wasn't here.. Or not a.. Memang perfect lor... I always pray to God and hope to have a meal with my parent.. Then now God make my prayer come true.. And Aunty Lily.. Haha.. Thx very much because u tell something to my mom which is i always pray and hope too.. God is always with us.. Whenever we pray and ask, he'll do the best for us.. And he'll bless us.. I love one Bible verse in
Matthew 7:7-9
( Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives, and he who seeks finds, and to him who knocks it will be opened.)
Hehe.. Hahahah.. Yesterday just laugh for whole day.. Just too happy... So sorry to my other friends that kena spam by me or you are so unlucky cause u pm me wrong timing.. Hahaha... 10may2009 is a day that my most unforgetable day ler.. Hehe.. AND.. Yeepy.. This coming Wednesday i'm going to surabaya lur.. Hehe... Will be back on 17may2009.. Just five day anyway.. Hehe.. Really can't wait for the day to come lar... Haha.. Want tell something to the single.. Haha... We are single.. So what ? We enjoy till the MAX and hahaha.. Freedom 100%.. lolx..Single only ma.. Haha.. No bf only ma.. Lolx.. Still have alot friend, bro, sis, ji mui and heng dai... Haha.... Most important o... God is with me all the time... hahaha.. I'm so glad cause i still have God and God love me so much... hehe... Anyway.. Monday is always my most happy day.. Cause.... haha... I don't tell what will happen..... Haha.. blek..
Jesus.. I love you.. You are always my Father in heaven forever.. Muacks..\(^.^)/\(^.^)/

拥有的一天^^

2009-05-04T20:02:00.000-07:00

Muahahaha..... Today is 4th may09.. Something interesting had happen.. Early in the morning, around 11.30am tian and san arrived my house to pick me up.. So we when to Taman Desa Foodcourt for breakfast.. We finish our breakfast at 12.30pm. So we started to depart to the destination.. The interesting part begin.. haha..

Today is a day that Tian bring San and drive Lulu go play de day.. haha.. Shuang dao~~~ On our way to setapak , we saw a very cute car.. haha.. Then again we saw "San" at other people car... haha.. so cute.. (must see the picture yah) muahaha.. Oupss.. After we arrived setapak, we lost our way again.. SWT!! Thx God that my friend Darvin direct us back to the correct way.. haha.. That time was 12.59pm and Darvin having exam at 1pm.. Oupss.. haha.. Anyway.. I take this opportunity to wish you all the very best in ur exam yah.. hehe.. So back to us.. hmm.. We spend about half hour to get our way to Gombak.. Cause we are using Gombak the highway to go our destination.. haha.... Actually three of us donno how to go 'THE' place.. We just follow road de sign board only.. Ahem.. When we on the way to the destination, radio talking about "Fei Tin Hei Si" haha.. And alot funny stuff.. So so.. Err.. Some very crazy things happen.. We are suppose to turn left.. Guess what ? We "tak sempat" to turn ler.. ngek ngek.. "We have a SPECIAL WAY" to go back the road.. But...OMG.. Guess what again ? After we enter the road, only we notice that actually we should go straight.. arghh... Wow.. Today de sky very nice ler.. Yeah.. Finally we arrived... muahaha.... Have to buy ticket ler.. 10buck per person... (video also.. remember watch yah) haha.. For more details about OUR TRIP please refer to PuiSan's Blog.. ngek ngek ngek... For more picturessss please refer to Lu, Tian or San Facebook..^^

Painfull Love

2009-05-02T21:18:00.000-07:00

Watching you from across the room

sends searing pain through my heart.

I think back to a year ago,

when I thought we'd never part.

My love for you just won't die down -

it just grows with each new day.

I wish you'd dare to look at me

and hear what I have to say;

"I love you and I want you back - "

but these words you just won't hear

.You don't seem to remember them -

all the memories I hold dear.

You were my first kiss,

my first love

and now you don't even care

.How could you just blow it away?

We were the perfect pair.

you seem content to let me go -

You're doing fine as you are,

while I'm still missing how we were.

We had the best love by far.

You know i love you so much.. But why u still want do this to me ? I'm seriously very sad and hurt !! Am i really treat u so bad ? Am i really not good enough for u ? i already try my best not to think of u anymore.. but why u s till wan me think of u when i'm ready and almost forget about u ? do u know how suffer am i ? i think u donno it.. sometimes u treat me very nice but simetimes u treat me really bad.. can u please just don hurt my heart anymore ? haih... I love u de.. but u wan make things come to this stage.. why ?? why ??? can u please tell me why ??? T.T

Poem

2009-05-02T20:50:00.000-07:00

If I could have just one wish,

I would wish to wake up everyday

to the sound of your breath on my neck,

the warmth of your lips on my cheek,

the touch of your fingers on my skin,

and the feel of your heart beating with mine...

Knowing that I could never find that feeling

with anyone other than you.

I love the way you look at me,

Your eyes so bright and charm.

I love the way you kiss me,

Your lips so soft and smooth.

I love the way you make me so happy,

And the ways you show you care.

I love the way you say, "I Love You,"

And the way you're always there.

I love the way you touch me,

Always sending chills down my spine.

I love that you are with me,

And glad that you are mine.

When I'm with you, eternity is a step away,

my love continues to grow, with each passing day.

This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul,

how much I love you... You'll never really know.

You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before,

with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more.

Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part,

know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart.

So these seven words, I pray you hold true,

"Forever And Always, I Will Love You."

爱一个人是这样的吗 ?

2009-04-29T20:38:00.000-07:00

爱一个人是这样的吗 ?
ai yi ge ren shi je yang de ma ?

爱一个人须要骗他吗?
ai yi ge ren shu yao pian ta ma ?

为什么要这样对我?
wei shen me yao zhe yang dui wo ?

难道你不知道我真的很爱你吗?
nan dao ni bu zhi dao wo zhen de hen ai ni ma ?

你知道我的心有多痛吗 ?
ni zhi dao wo de xin you duo tong ma ?

你完全不知道我在想什么. . .
ni wan chuan bu zhi dao wo zhai xiang shen me. . .

在这一个世界上, 真的会有真爱的吗 ?
zai zhe yi ge shi jie shang, zhen de hui you zhen ai de ma ?

我真的很伤心. . . . .
wo zhen de hen shang xin. . . . .

我真的真的很伤心. . . . .
wo zhen de zhen de hen shang xin. . . . .

有谁可以告诉我能做些什么呢 ?
you shei ke yi gao shu wo neng zhuo xie shen me ne ?

可以还回我的心给我吗 ????????
ke yi huan hui wo de xin gei wo ma ????????

Thx www.nciku.com for this translation..:)

I cry

2009-04-29T03:50:00.000-07:00

Every night
I find it so hard to sleep
Cause I keep thinking of you
And these feelings from deep Oh baby
I try to hide all these feelings for you
I keep them all out of sight
I don't know what else to do So I cry

But nobody hears me I cry
It's my only solution I cry
To all this confusion I cry
With all of my heart I cry

Sometimes I wonder in the blink of a night
Would you be waiting to love me
Would you give it a try
I don't know how it's to show you
That I'm not good be real
I'll be eternally faithful
Forever I feel So I cry

But nobody hears me I cry
It's my only solution I cry
To all this confusion I cry
With all of my heart I cry

No one can tell me that
I may be wrong
Cause I know in my heart
This feeling still running strong

Can't get you out of my head
Can't get you out of my heart
Can't get you out of my life
No matter it fell apart So I cry

But nobody hears me I cry
It's my only solution I cry
To all this confusion I cry
With all of my heart I cry

But nobody hears me I cry
It's my only solution I cry
To all this confusion I cry
With all of my heart I cry

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2zw-IPM-nFs&feature=related

This song is so meaningful.. I love it so much.. T.T Crying..

Here i Am

2009-04-28T11:20:00.000-07:00

My Dear Lord. I'm here for you. Please take me to your world..

Dear Lord.. I'm suffering in Love Relationship.. I having a big trouble in my Love Relationship.. Why the person that I love hurt me so much ? I just want to be with the person that really love me and I love.. isn't that hard bah ? Everytime when I saw some couple's past by me, I also hope that my love one is with me.. I ain't that bad gua ?? But lucky I have a branch of lovely brother and sister in church, and my GG gang.. Oh My God.. I belived that you put all of them in my life, will have your reason.. Or maybe this is not the suitable time for me to couple yet. hmm... hehe.. As long as God is with me, then everything ok lar.. haha... No girl friend boy friend only mar.. cheh.. I still have God and other brother and sister and friend mar.. hehe Amen ??

The Second Part Of Crazy Night..

2009-04-28T09:56:00.000-07:00

26 April 2009 >>> Today morning I follow my friend to visit his church ( City Harvest Church) Around 2pm, I go back CYC cause having Leaders Training class.. So after Leaders Training, We have Zone meeting.. After zone meeting, San send Leon back home as usual.. After send Leon, then send Suet back.. So at first I though will send Tian back then San and I can go back home de.. Suddenly heard Tian and San said want go Genting.. Then I also follow them lor..hehe.. Before we start our journey to Genting, We went to to get some food.. Cause Tian and I also quite hungry.. haha.. We bought some snack and 3cup of maggi to eat in San's car.. We started to move at 8.35pm.. The most unlucky thing is we lost our way.. But thx God.. San drive till certain place that I past by before.. So from the place, we move to Genting again.. Hehe.. We arrived Genting at almost 10pm lar.. After we arrived Genting, The FIRST place we go is TOILET.. haha.. Cause three of us also...... Then we move to First World Hotel Indoor for some games.. We spend about 20buck for games.. And we won 435ticket.. So we go change three small cute cute cup for three of us and one Genting phone book key chain for Tian.. The weather quite cold de lor.. Kesian San.. haha.. So around 11pm, we move back to KL lur..^^ For others.. Maybe will say three of us really crazy.. Cause three of us always do crazy stuff.. But... As long as we enjoy mar.. haha... Although really tired and dangerous.. But.. We really enjoy till over the MAX.. muahahahah.... Thx San for driving Tian and I to Genting again... haha.. Pity San so much....xD

* Will Upload the Picture Soon !! ^^

Tian ,San & Lu

Miss my old time

2009-04-28T08:55:00.000-07:00

I really miss my study time so much.. Everyday go school, tuition, every time after school can go hang out with friends, go play bowling, badminton ,volleyball, etc etc etc... So nice ler... This day start to get back some old buddys again.. haha.. That day i meet Kannen in the bus when I was on my way to Subang.. And another day, I saw Rubesh (We always ejek him as Rubbish) in Mid Valley when I was shopping alone there.. I really miss the time when hang out with all of them.. Still remember last time Hari Raya, Chun bring me to his friends house to get Green Pau.. haha.. Just two chinese with one branch of malay guys.. Damm cool.. My hair always kena pull when go tuition time.. SadNya.. Always bully by friends.. But all of them really very nice lor.. This kind of friend really FRIEND lar.. haha.. When we sad, they''ll come and comfort us.. When we was helpless, they'll come and help us.. I really miss all of them so much.. Find one day, we all go play badminton again yah.. hehe.. I'll never forget about you guys lar.. You guys really very nice.. hehe... Miss all of you so much.. Hope we can meet again as soon as possible.. haha..

I don't trust you!!

2009-04-27T21:26:00.000-07:00

Now I know.. When the time that I don't trust you, is correct de.. You just make me disappointed all the time.. You say you still love me? BULLSHIT!! You are just wasting my time and my love. Memories ? SWEAT!!! What kind of memories you gave me ? Empty promise? Being cheat by you? Keep on say "YOU WANT GO DIE" ? All this is your memories ? I WOULD RATHER DON'T WANT IT!!!!!!!! Earth Hour that night is on Saturday. You told me you can't go church because of you need to celebrate with your mommy and uncle ? BULLSHIT!!! YOU ARE LYING TO ME!! You want me to live in this kind of life ? What kind of Love are you using to LOVE ME ??? NAH.. Its ok.. Take it all back.. I'll never let YOU make me fall another time.. I play your EMOTION???? I think YOU the one play mine bah..SWT=.=" Just go ahead with YOUR BROTHER.. And the people that worth YOUR love. This is the WORST relationship i ever have!! I'm regret for knowing you!!! PLEASE GO YOUR OWN BRIGHT FUTURE.. I REALLY DONT NEED AND DONT WANT IT!! THANK YOU!! WITHOUT YOU, I CAN BE MUCH MORE HAPPIER.. I ENJOY AND LOVE MY CURRENT LIFE. SO PLEASE DO NOT DISTURB ME ANYMORE..
*Please do not disturb me anymore!!
*Never call me or text me anymore!!

*I MEAN IT TO SOMEONE !!

EMO ~~~!!!!

2009-04-25T10:05:00.000-07:00

Just suddenly feel so emo. Why am I feel so bad tonight ? Anything wrong ? Want to sleep early. Cause tomorrow i need to wake up early for something.. But I just can't. Oh my Dear Lord.. I'm so sad ,emo and lost now. T.T Usually people said.. The person you love doesn't mean they love you, The person love you doesn't mean you love them, The person that be with you, doesn't mean you love them or they love you. So ??? Err... Who is the person that you really love and the person that really love you le ???? Want to know the answer ? Pray hard and ask God la.. Who belived in first sign love ? Actually, I belived. I mean before This lar. But now.. HAIZZ !! Don't know what to say already.. Really very emo le.. Emo till so speechless.. Hmm.. That's all lar.. xD

Heart6

2009-04-22T01:57:00.000-07:00

CK grandpa birthday.

This is all Heart6 members.. I LOVE ALL OF U SO MUCH !

Edward, Sylvia, Florance, PooiKee, Ah Loong, CK, Alden, MunSuet, PuiSan & Ewon

I really miss the time that when i'm with you guys..

Last Drop of My Tear ?

2009-04-22T00:59:00.000-07:00

I did something which is I very regret. After i went to FGA CYC (FULL GOSPEL ASSEMBLY CHINESE YOUTH CHURCH), I have one branch of bro and sis that Really treat me very nice. And also my dearest Leaders.. Everytime when i was sad,lonely and lost, They always be beside me to support me and chill me up. Belive me, This kind of love you'll never get at outside. Because the love that they gave us is Jesus love. We wont back-stab each other. But we will always support and take care each other. They teaches us to love and appreciate people's around us and also train us to become a usefull leader. They don't collect a single cent from us. I'm seriously love everyone in CYC. But i think i hurt someone there. The person that love me so much. I do told her i don want to go back CYC anymore. I'm seriously very SORRY! I feel my DAYS like YEARS. I miss all of them there. I have no idea to tell out how much i miss and love CYC. And u WONT KNOW how much i love CYC. Cause you not me and maybe you are not in CYC.

A CraZy NiGht With My Bro and Sis

2009-04-21T22:18:00.000-07:00

I'll always remember of 19April2009.. Leon, PuiSan, Tian & I went to SS2 for dinner. So after the dinner was like 10.30PM. Tian said she wanted to see Night View. So we called Ah Phua to direct us to the destination. Very funny as PuiSan said... Four of us also don't know how to go. We spend about half an hour to arrived Putrajaya from KL.

Finally We Arrived !

What are they doing ???

Lu and Tian

Emo!!

What Is This ?!?!?!

AHHH!! CrazY!!

PuncH HEr!! OuPss..

Oh no..Don'T..

MonKey GeNeraTion!!

Tadah..^^

Lu, Tian & San

Tonight really a CraZy NigHt! I really enjoy my time with all my brother and sisters.. I love you All forever.. Never forget about the moment that we had spend together. We must always treasure and appreciate each other.. Thx Tian, PuiSan & Leon..
You all are the best ! hehe .. When we PuiSan, Tian and I high finish, Suddenly Leon say "Let go Genting".. haha.. But we all already high finish only Leon Start high.. haha.. So kesian.. But still we go back home lor.. Cause Tomorrow we all still have our own thing to busy.. hehe.. Leon.. Next time lar.. ok ? haha..

* For more Picture, Please go PuiSan,Tian or my facebook to see.. hehe..

My BFF

2009-04-18T10:43:00.000-07:00

This is Yen Sin.. i know her since we standard one.. she study very smart.. one of the prrety girl in my school.. hehehe...

This is Sze Wei.. We call her susu aka din poh.. WARNING ! Don dare her.. cause she dare do to everything... she's hot, crazy, pretty, chubby and nice.. without she we won have laughter.. she loves to take picture so much.. therefore we call her SS Quean.

This is rebecca.. we call her pisang or mun mun.. she is a soh poh.. love to cari gaduh with me... don ever play badminton with her... cause she will smash until u cant recognize urself... very friendly girl.. ^^

His name jason.. but we always call him 'Chicken or Tori'.. He same as Susu... Once he mix up with susu, they can make the world up side down... both of them always make us laugh till sakit perut.. muahahahha..

His name nigel.. but we call him nugget and i call him as NaiGell~ he work part time as 'Perkhidmatan Awam and also Along' wen all the girls go shopping with him, he always willing to help us to carry our stuff... and wen we shopping untill bankrupt, he always be beside us corrow money to us.. haha... he is a very very nice ,friendly and gentle guy...xD

Sad Time

2009-04-18T10:37:00.000-07:00

This few days i feel very sad.. So many things happen on me at the same time.. Satan keep on come to disturb my life and hurt everyone around me.. But i always remember what puikee told me at the night that puikee and i wen out yum char de story.. Jesus is very sad up there looking at us get disturb by satan.. haiz.. So we must be more stronger.. Don't always get cheat by satan... Must kick satan out of our life.. Must fight with the satan.. Satan always is the loser... Cause jesus is everything in this world... I love JESUS !

Me

2009-04-18T10:34:00.000-07:00

Name: Sylvia Lee Hwee Lu
Age: 18Year Old
Interest: God, Sports, Shopping, Meet up with new friends
Hates: People always last minute and can't do what they promise to me
Loves: God, FGA CYC Church members, T.O.R.P.S, and someone i love
Hope: He be with me always. Never leave me no matter what
Wish: Have a perfect family with him
*You know what i think de.. Just you don't want to say it out only!

What should i say and what should i do ?

2009-04-18T10:32:00.001-07:00

Everytime there is some problem come againts us.. the problem coming non stop.. i really don't know i can stand until when.. why human have to go through so many problem every time ? can i just have a normal life with someone that i love to be beside me ? today is Valentine day.. so what for me ? do i have someone really can celebrate with me ? i don't need any special celebration.. but i just only wish the person that i love can be with me.. is that very hard to do that ? even though just eating bread beside the road , i already feel very happy.. do what , eat what is not important.. as long as just be with the person that i love is already more then enough... i don't know where are u and what are u doing.. just a very simple caring question i also don't dare to ask and don't dare to text u.. i don't know what will happen if i really text to u again.. for me is caring but for u.. maybe u will think that i'm controling ur own life.. i don't know how to become a good girl friend.. cause i'm not a good girl friend.. i'm doing so hard to control my tear to drop out again.. my tear is dripping out every second when i think about you.. i'm controling myself not to think about u so much not to miss you so much.. but i just can't do that.. cause i'm still love you so much.. don't you know that ? i do so many thing for u is because i love you and i just care so much for you.. i care so much for u until i forget to care for myself and i don't know who am i anymore.. i'm really just a very normal girl.. just to want a very very normal life.. i don't need a rich boy friend or a rich husband in the future.. what i want is just only a guy that care for me and love me so much.. this is what i want always... maybe for other you might not understand my feeling.. i'm not a play girl.. i very serious in my own relationship.. can't u just understand me a lil bit ? i really seriously and extremly sad... again my heart has broken by myself again... i don't blame on people.. but myself.. cause this is what i have choose in the beginning although i know this road is so hard for me to go.. or maybe at first i already make wrong choice.. the day that i'm with you is really so happy.. the happy for me is really can't describe it out.. and i don't know how to describe doh.. i'm really treasure every movement when i'm with you.. and i appreciate it too... but for now.. i think what i say and what i do is also not important at all already... thing is already past... past is past... i'm trying not to look back... please.. is someone there to guide me out of this sadness place ? i'm lost in de middle of this sadness..

miiiii

2009-04-09T23:51:00.000-07:00

This is me again. Sylvia. hehe.. This few days have alot thing happen on me. I was blur until i read someone blog. only i know actually i'm really a very dumb girl. i trust and love someone that keep on lie to me. i want to be happy always. i wan to be back the Sylvia that always laugh until 'cirit berek'..lol.. i miss all my secondary school friends.. they are the best.. i'll never forget susu, skirt, sotong, pisang, tori,nuggert, gabbriel, jerrick and so on lar.. they are my best of the best friends.. i miss all of them so much.. hehe.. and thx for helping me celebrate my birthday at the bangsar mamak.. even through is not what big supprise, but anyway.. thx also.. miss da time when hang out with those BUGZZ GANG.. haha.. taking 3310nokia phone acting taking picture at klcc, those showing butt lame picture etc etc.. i'll never forget those memories.. hehe..

This is da Buzz Gang ! hehe

And this is the GG Gang !haha

SSing in my room !

All of us.. ^^

Ollie ,me and dhill is promoting this stuff..xD

This is the Science one student.. Rajin right ??hehe

GG Gang..

Wow.. Nice ? Three Best friend !

Having Pizza hut in Mid Valley after school event ! yummy~~

:+: BuBu's Blog :+:

1-2-2011

la la la

Merry Christmas by Kingdom Work artistes

Just for you

Malaysia Bagi Kemuliaan-Mu

Things That A Perfect Guy Would Do...

TAGGED by Reyvan

Let by gone be by gone~

:+:Appreciate:+:

Crazy~

If...

I'm Just....

!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

Why?

My Everlasting Father (Bapa Yang Kekal)

Sad Day~

Alll About My Baby And I~

For my baby

I'm Gonna Be Around

I'm back~

DiGi Music Live

complicated love

Just for you

A Night In M.O.S^^

Contact me~~

WOW.. Really long time didn't update my blog

Fall For You Secondhand Serenade

STRESS STRESS STRESS

For You~~ Simple Plan *Perfect*

Tagged by San

Tagged by Susu

"Crying & The tears roll down my cheek"

You Came

Full Tank

You Don't Care

Today

Hmph

Huh??

Er... One FM

Still sick~~~~

ai yi ge ren hao nan ( Is really very difficult to love a person )

Oupss

"Give me a time of A song"

"I'm a STANDOUT In life"

Why

Dream

I'm back

Monday

Temporary Bye KL and Hi Surabaya

SHIT~~ Scared Dao~~~~~!!!!!!!

I Love You

拥有的一天^^

Painfull Love

Poem

爱一个人是这样的吗 ?

I cry

Here i Am

The Second Part Of Crazy Night..

Miss my old time

I don't trust you!!

EMO ~~~!!!!

Heart6

Last Drop of My Tear ?

A CraZy NiGht With My Bro and Sis

My BFF

Sad Time

Me

What should i say and what should i do ?

miiiii

For You~~ Simple Plan Perfect

SHIT Scared Dao~~~!!!!!!!